Over the last two months Ive been finding it increasingly difficult concentrating on my own studies with one thing after another occurring in my life! I have been dealing with on going family issues, while having so many ideas spinning around in my head that I really want to get to work on. Its got to the point where I simply cannot do it all. I seem to always be trying to catch up with the coursework or asking for a TMA extension which is not like me. This has made it hard to carry on enjoying what Im studying. So, I have withdrawn from my current course to allow myself some extra time to focus on other areas that really do need my attention as well as reflect & refresh for the autumn when I commence my Creative Writing course.
Initially I felt quite strange when I actually submitted the email to the OU Student Services informing them of my decision to cancel K202. To be honest I did shed a few tears & for about five minutes felt like I had let myself down. However, once my sensible side kicked in I knew I had made the right decision. I see no point in continuing on with not giving my studies 100%.
I have to remember that I have achieved so much since becoming an OU student back in 2006 & that I have studied non stop since then. I also know that while I take this study break there is so much to look forward to such as HE activies, taking a summer break away with Lillie, read the three books that are sitting on my bedside table, which at the moment are only being handled while I do the dusting! Maybe I will get a few nights out on the town too! And of course there are those early nights that would do me the world of good rather than having my head in the course books late into the night...
Some of my fellow student pals have been great & I thank them for their support & kind words regarding my decision. I know they will stay in touch or our paths may cross again on future courses & yes even though I am taking a break I am also looking forward to getting back to what I love doing. Afterall, its been a huge part of my life & will be again very soon.
Thats one of the great things about the OU - its so flexible. Well done for what you've achieved so far, and for recognising you need a break. Much better to take a break now than to push yourself too far and burn out. You'll get back to it when you're ready :-)
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Thanks Kara x x
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